Source

 

sources that are deep in nature

Every day I need to write, to call upon your name, to come back to a sense of being

beyond this I seem I am 

I see you everywhere, knowing of your presence in the stars,

I know you there in every little thing moving my body to action.

In every word your presence.

I have divided the word, the world, I have made real the space between things,

violating all understanding of presence and the dance of life.

I live beyond your presence, immerse in it....

how could that be a choice, when your sweet call is in everything,

almost demanding awakening and my growing into you?

And as a choice, a clear choice: I investigate your presence,

dissecting it, explaining it, even pondering about its benevolence and mighty mysterious ways,

trying to believe, knowing it imposible,

I will live in you because all my futile explanations.

I invite myself to a different form

with no form, definition, concept, educated understanding.

Allowing myself to fully, completely trust you.

Yo soy tuyo, tengo confianza en ti

and I dissolve myself in allowing to you be who I am.